doodle #9

finished!

I've been working on this bag since
November; I had most of it cut out
and ready to go, but just in the past
few days managed to sit myself down
and sew it up. It's made out of upholstery fabric and has little tufty
fuzzies for some of the leaves. I love
the texture and sheen.
Now to see how it holds up to my
rigorous testing for bag effectiveness:
does it hang well? Are the pockets deep enough? Are there enough of them? Is it too easy to overstuff? Etc.

Only time will tell.

just ducky

...And this is my 7-year-old
daughter's current favorite.
It's about a centimeter high,
in keeping with her love for
the teeny tiniest of things.
Its (her -- all toys are
decidedly female, regardless
of appearance) name is Ducky.

toy binoculars

I always enjoy seeing which toys my children will get attached to along the way. These plastic binoculars are the e-boy's latest favorites (pronounced "bee-noculars"). My housemate Julie picked them up for him at the grocery store last week. It seems she has an innate ability to determine what will appeal to 3-year-olds.

baggage check stage 1

This is another 'before'. I have no idea what the 'after'

will look like. Stay tuned.

On another note, I've been learning a thing or two lately

about receiving good things from other people.

No, not really.

I should say I've been given uncomfortable opportunities to

receive good things from other people. Today, my husband

took care of our little boy all morning and sent me out for coffee.

I went: good thing received.

Then, unexpectedly, the barista at my fave-o coffee shop gave me

a free latte. The funny thing is, she didn't tell me she was giving it to me.

We were just having a happy little chat, and then when it came time to pay,

she said she was going to do something different with my charge and

that she would come find me later. After which she walked by me

several times and proceeded to ignore me and avoid eye contact until I left.

I finally figured out that she wasn't going to charge me & probably

just didn't want to announce it in front of other customers. Ignoring her back,

then, seemed like the polite way to accept her gift. But I took a tip up

to the jar and tried to say thank you on my way out, at which point

she suddenly became busy, so it didn't happen.

Later in the day, I realized that I wasn't supposed to say thank you.

Not that it's wrong to be grateful. Just that it was my little effort to

pay back a gift. I think God wanted me to not be able to give

anything back at that moment. I mean, the reason I have a hard time

receiving good things is that I may not be able to reimburse later

with a grateful response or some kind of adequate reciprocation.

How 'bout you? How are you at receiving kindnesses?

aloe vera

The desert is in bloom!

doodle #8

And a happy Monday to you all!

nursery

doodle #7

So, in case you've been wondering, I got this idea to doodle

enclosed shapes and then fill them in with various designs

(he calls them algorithms) from a book called Keys To Drawing

With Imagination by Bert Dodson. He encourages a lot of

doodling, decoration, and development of doodles into

other things as part of the creative process. Fun stuff!

archway #2

Here's the finished page! The scrawly writing is

intentionally illegible, but it's a medititation on Psalm

12:5-8, which reads (NLT) "The Lord replies, 'I have seen

violence done to the helpless, and have heard the groans of

the poor. Now I will rise up to rescue them, as they have

longed for me to do.' The Lord's promises are pure, like

silver refined in a furnace, purified seven times over.

Therefore, Lord, we know You will protect the oppressed,

preserving them forever from this lying generation, even

though the wicked strut about, and evil is praised throughout

the land." This stood out to me because I forget sometimes

that God is concerned about protecting people who are

suffering. So I overhear stories of suffering and get weighed

down by them -- there's often not much I can do to address

them. It's good to be reminded that God is also aware

and is actively involved. Which I've certainly seen evidence of.